Journal of an Apprentice Chronicler
9:37 Dragon, Day 121
By the Maker! I’ve never seen the Circle so fired up! Or so divided. Sorry, I’m getting ahead of myself again. I don’t know how I’m ever going to become a chronicler if I can’t even organise my thoughts. I suppose that’s why I started this daily journal; it should make for good practice! I should start at the beginning. Two survivors from Kirkwall arrived today and spoke to the First Enchanter; we’d heard rumours of a battle there a few weeks past which have finally been confirmed. According to our brother mages, the Templar commander of the city invoked the Rite of Annulment for the actions of one apostate. The Rite of Annulment! The Circle is up in arms about it. It scares me to think all our lives could be taken, legally, on the whim of a Templar! Some of the mages are downright furious; I’ve already heard whispers of a plan to overthrow the Templars stationed here! The First Enchanter is maintaining order but… I am starting to worry it may not be enough.
9:37 Dragon, Day 122
Tensions are rising here in the tower; I don’t like the direction things are heading. The whispers of rebelling are growing bolder throughout the tower today, and I’m not sure they will stay whispers for long. Twice I passed my brother mages arguing with the Templars in the corridors. I thought the second time was going to result in blood! I’ve resorted to praying to the Maker that the First Enchanter will be able to keep control of the situation; he’s worried though, I can see it in his eyes. What if one of my brothers in the Circle attacks one of the Templars? What if they invoke the Rite of Annulment in response? We could all be as lambs to the slaughter if even one mage so much as steps out of line. Maker preserve us… I fear this shall not end well.
9:37 Dragon, Day 123
The worst has come to pass! Fighting erupted all throughout the tower today: I’m not sure how it began. The whole day is rather hazy I’m afraid. I was in the library when I heard raised voices coming from the corridor; before I could even rise from my chair there was an explosion and a Templar came flying through the door, smoke trailing from him. Inspired by this brazen attack, several other mages joined the fray. Fireballs, Lightning Bolts and blasts of arcane energy buzzed through the tower. Templars rushed about with swords and shields drawn, chasing down mages as they ran around the tower. I tried to find the First Enchanter in hopes he could restore order; but it was impossible to see anything through the haze of the smoke. Eventually I glimpsed him across the great hall, yet as I opened my mouth to call to him, a stone fist slammed into my shoulder, knocking me to the ground. I must have hit my head when I fell, for the next thing I remember was waking in my quarters, should bandaged.
9:37 Dragon, Day 124
I learned this morning that five of my brother mages were slain in the skirmish and a further four used the confusion to escape from the Circle. To make matters worse, three Templars were also killed. The Knight-Commander was livid! I thought he would have invoked the Rite of Annulment then and there; it was only through the diplomacy of the First Enchanter that those of us who had not been identified as being involved in the fighting were spared. All the Templars are on edge; the mages wary of setting them off and bringing the Rite upon us all. The tension is palpable; I’ve never been as nervous as I am at this moment. I feel utterly sick. Any time I begin to cast, every Templar in the vicinity turns his gaze upon me and instinctually reaches for their blade. I’m afraid to even cast the simplest of spells for fear I’ll be cut down from behind. My nerves are utterly frayed: I don’t know if I can bear this any longer! I have to escape…
9:37 Dragon, Day 125
I’ve done it. I’ve actually left the Circle! I suppose that makes me an apostate now… I never thought I would live to see this day. The countryside is unusually quiet; I’ve never been far from the tower but even I can tell something isn’t right. The apostates from Kirkwall were right; war is coming. Fields lie abandoned; the crops withering from lack of care. Even the animals are far and few in between. The only advantage I can gather from this is that there is nobody on the roads to hand me over to the Templars, who have no doubt collected my phylactery and are hot on my trail. I’m starting to think fleeing from the Circle wasn’t the best idea… with war coming, they might not take me back to the tower: they may just execute me on the spot. Or worse, they may take me back and make me… tranquil. I think I may have to head south and head into the wilds. It’s my best chance for evading the Templars… by the Maker, this ‘gift’ is starting to feel more like a curse again.
9:37 Dragon, Day 126
I… I can barely hold my quill steady enough to write this entry: they caught up with me today. There was only one Templar, young but confident in his abilities. I don’t remember much about what happened: he told me he was going to take me back to the tower… and make sure the Knight-Commander made me tranquil. I panicked. I threw an arcane bolt at him, but he raised his shield to block it, though he staggered from the impact. Next moment his sword was in his hand and he charged at me; I ran from him, his cumbersome armour slowing him enough for me to side-step him and unleash a cone of cold, enveloping him and slowing him even further and then… I don’t know. The next thing I remember was my eyes opening wide at the sight of his corpse; I’d killed him. I’ve never killed anyone before… I… it’s just… I’m sorry. I can’t write anymore tonight. I will write again tomorrow.
9:37 Dragon, Day 127
I think I may finally cried myself dry last night; I’ve also found a steel inside myself that I never knew existed. When I first discovered I’d been born with the gift of magic, I was terrified of my budding powers: I viewed them only as a curse. It was only with the First Enchanter’s patience and guidance that I discovered that I have a knack for healing spells and protective magic: that my abilities weren’t a curse but a gift with which I could help others. I owe the First Enchanter everything, yet I can’t use my power to protect as long as the Chantry insists on keeping us in check; we may as well be leashed like animals. I have decided for the sake of the people, the First Enchanter and even myself: I shall head north to the Tevinter where perhaps I can learn the magic I need, free from the Chantry’s control. I know now what it is I must do: I must fight this war and win us the freedom that all living beings deserve.
Journal of an Apprentice Chronicler